I hear you, sometimes you just need friends, I'm lucky I found someone who doesn't hurt me, abuse me ect... I have a good man now...
It does feel good to say that I am stronger, I could never do that before, never believed it but it's the truth, I wouldn't let myself get into potentially harmful situations, my 'daydreams' or minimal... bad dreams are at a stand still, and I haven't got a trigger/body memory in a long time.. Don't think I have anyways, if I did get triggered by something it was for a split second.
My weekend is dandy.. hehehe
<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>
<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>
<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>