I'm close to finishing my first year of college, term three began today and we have 7 weeks remaining. I'm a bit worried about certain folios I have to submit and exams I have to take, but the big thing for me is all the decisions I need to make. I never make decisions easy, any decisions (I get frustrated choosing what I'll have for lunch almost everday, really simple choices, just like that), and the amount of pressure on me to make a decision is really frustrating me. My mum keeps throwing options at me, stay at the lodge by the college, stay with my great aunt and uncle during the week, go to a college further up the coast and live with her friend during the week. My boyfriend has been asking me non-stop this week which college I'm going to. I planned on getting my own place (I turn 18 in a couple months) and letting my boyfriend stay with me when he needed to go to college for his courses. But now I just feel overwhelmed by all these choices I need to make...
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Maddison
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