(((((desirae)))))
just to let you know I understand so well
have just left an 8yr marriage where the love was there, but so was the fear, the abuse, all the negative stuff. I wish at times I had not gone back to him all those times, but love is soo big, and if I had of stayed away I wouldn't have my beautiful children. Whatever you do keep your good self esteem- at least you can acknowledge that you are a decent person. If he is willing to get some help for his past issues so as to make the future for your family more positive then good on him. GL