Hi every 1 I just thought that I would give u an update of whats bin goin on in my life over the last few wks since posting this

as I said i was losting weight at about 1lb a day cause I wasnt eating at all by the end my husband got really worried about me so even thou I didnt want 2 I started eating 4 him through doin this I put 4lb back on & since doing so I have hated my self so much I have started 2 cut down on what I eat again & have lost the 4lb that I put on so im feelin a bit better but still feel fat Paul has got a wk off work then he starts a day job when he goes back 2 work so I am gonna try water arobics 4 times a wk as I have a disablity with my back it is very hard 4 me do 2 normal exacises I just hope this helps me feel better about my self as I hate not likeing my body it makes me feel so sad all the time cause I feel fat every hr of the day that im a wake