i never SI'd ... i used to have bulimia and not fully over that but mostly i have got rid of it

i dont really know where the SI came from ... it has only be maybe a handful of times over the past few years.

i have a wicked job, apartment, friends ... one (the guy i am sort of seeing right now) knows about most of it ... but i think he has been through so much with me in the past that SI would be the last straw.

arrrrrghhh this sucks

thank you again for your reply babe

i read in a post of yours that you feel you got intelligence, looks etc ... and a poopy brain chemistry. well i feel EXACTLY the same way.

dumb huh!!!!!! maybe being less smart and more emotionally stable would be better ... but is that WHY people are more emotionally settled ... because they are less intelligent ... gotta love chicken and egg stuff eh