((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

Many of us here on PC understand the feeling you are talking about here and having to suffer through, for we too had lost the ME in us..... the original blue print of who we were meant to be before innocence was lost (taken) and hate, anger, fear was put in its place.

With me personally spending the last 10 years in and out of therapy (after a complete break down) and on medicine I can finally say that I have started to see ME again.... I had to do all the hard work to uncover her, but she was still there.... deep down with in me, under all the trash that others had thrown upon me.... she was scared and very frighten but nevertheless happy to be found and to see light again.

Hang in there and seek the help you need to find the YOU that was born..... before the evil of other people came knocking at your door.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -