I am sorry that you are going through such a hard time. I do know that there have been people with bipolar that have recieved disability or SSI. Do you have a therapist? They could explain why you still feel this way while on meds. Why did pdoc permanetly take you off the zoloft? Is he going to replace it with something else? I wiah you good luck. Maybe someone else here at PC will have more answers than I do.