Just a bad bad day, a day that I wish would go away. I have no where else to go, there's nobody I can talk to, nobody I could ask for help. I'm very scared today, it's soooo bad.

First off, I can't say exactly what's happening to me because I fear how some will react, but I will say hunger, stuck, overwhelmed, terrified. I'm not sure what to do.

My Mom's on a crack binge and has been missing for 3 days, I don't even know if she is alive. Her husband destroyed everything at her house, including everything that was my Grandma's. He stole her dog Belo too....and let my Grandmothers dog loose.

Such a bad day and there's nobody here for me. I asked my husband to stay home and help me figure out how I'm going to %#@&#! feed my kids, and he refused, he spent the last of the gas going to work instead of somewhere useful like a %#@&#! food bank.

I have to go cry, maybe I can call my sister, and she can just talk to me...say anything anything at all.