(((hugs)))
Dont be scared of feeling this way. The way I saw when I was confused was to see the 'other' that was because I only saw 'me'. In the mirror.
Dont be scared of life. Trust me if you are recognising seeing fear/emotions , then the world you see is double scared. Looking into your self is good. Others dont do it sometimes and they end up lost.
You sound like to me someone searching.
keep it up.
x
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The opposite of a correct statement is a false statement .
But the opposite of profound truth maybe another profound truth.
(Niels Bohr) Nobel Prize Winner for Physics.
The universe started with an 'E'.
The universe will end with a 'K'.
(lyrics Acid House)
Its the truth even if it did not happen.
(Ken Kesey) One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest.Real science can be far stranger than science fiction and much more satisfying.