Had choppy sleep last night, don't feel too rested. The birthday party went well yesterday and I enjoyed it. But my husband and I had an argument. I know it's not realistic to think we'll never argue even though we've been together 30 years now but it still brings me down when we do. It brings back memories of the almost-daily emotional and verbal abuse my father gave me growing up, and how it made me feel like I would just go crazy if I didn't get away from him. Don't feel horrible but nor like doing much of anything today. Hate to be so negative.