I'll try, but I try to convince myself first that this is serious. I used to think that the depression would go away until I started cutting. Then I knew I had to get help, I just don't know how to go about asking..... I never wanted my mom to find out that I was cutting because now when I do, she might ask and I can't lie to her. She's taken away sharp things from me before, I have more that she doesn't know about. I feel hopeless, like my demise will come really soon............