T isn't leaving you. I recognise the fear it brings up when a T says something like 'one day you'll manage without me' but it doesn't mean he's leaving you. Truly it doesn't. I know it;s hard to understand from a younger and fearful perspective, but if T told you you would always be seeing him, that would not be a good thing! Therapy is about growing and moving on - but when you're ready. T is there for you, there is nothing to fear. As certain as we can be in this life, it's within your control when you leave.