Yes I am aware, and its actually gotten so bad I cannot really function in general.....let alone at a job. Either way I went to apply for SSI already and the case worker person I got certainly seemed to think I have a reasonable case for getting on SSI. Then I have an appointment coming up with a psychiatrist to get more documentation that's more recent that what I've provided so far.

Anyways if I don't get on SSI I am likely to end up dead on the streets, so hopefully I can get on it which would also allow me to get on medicaid so I can maybe get some treatment for all the anxiety, depression and PTSD symptoms also its very likely I have aspergers syndrome which supposedly explains why I suck at social interaction and can't make eye contact which probably contributed to being treated like a freak and an outcast growing up which certainly did not help me develop in a healthy way. But its those in charge of the SSI that I have to prove it to......not an Internet forum I suppose.