(((((((Simon)))))))

I understand how frustrated you must feel. Just because you don't fit into the shallow society that seems to surround us nowdays doesn't mean people (especially family!) should shun you or look down on you. I'm glad you realize this. By the way, I have never conformed to what is popular or what I'm "supposed" to like either, I am my own person. I admire you for your individuality and your uniqueness. If anything, I think YOU are special, in a way that some people will never, ever "get." Keep being yourself, and don't let anyone intimidate you into feeling otherwise. I would love to hear your music, and I think you should put as much of yourself into it as you can. Do whatever you have to do to keep being creative!

Love and Best Wishes,
Sujin


P.S. Also, you are very young and a whole world awaits you! Things won't be this way forever.