Lost.. don't turn it in to a negative. The problem is, you have gotten the reassurance that you asked T for. He has text messaged you, e-mailed you, talked to you on the phone. He has been there for you. And.. from the sounds if it he will continue to be there for you. And you still don't believe or trust it. There comes a point that T can't do anymore reassuring and you need to believe it yourself and stop questioning him. I think he just felt like you need to know that you will have to learn how to be there for yourself. So... yes, you have pushed boundaries. If I could venture a guess, I think is frustrated b/c he has given you the reassurance that you are asking for.