((((((Simon!)))))))

I'm so sorry to hear that you are having a rough day I know how frustrating it can be to sit there and be feeling so much inside, but having no one to understand how you feel. But you have more going for you than you realise! You have that special something in you that distinguishes you from other people, something deep and personal that is so important because you truly do know who you are, and that makes you an excellent judge of character. I know this doesn't help now because you feel alone, but it will make you stronger. And while people who are fake may seem "cooler" or "more into things" ... down the road they are going to realise that all of those things aren't important anymore. What is important is building relationships with people, and being able to see just what makes someone special. You're already ahead of them in that aspect, it just may take them a little while to realise it.

you are an awesome person, don't you ever forget that. I hope that you feel better, and please feel free to pm me anytime if you every want to talk about anything.

take care Simon
Jacqueline