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Originally Posted by Dreamy01
I hear you. Feeling like no one cares is really painful. I guess that having three different ts in such a short space of time hasn't helped because there probably hasn't been time to build a good working relationship with one. I hope the latest one is the right one for where you're at. It sounds like you would benefit from looking at your background and current relationships but building trust in the T is important. Once you can work deeply with a therapist things might settle inside as you feel safer internally. Then even when you're ploughing through the horrible stuff there might still be a sense of solidarity. It sounds like you haven't found that with a T yet and that can cause a loss of faith in the whole process.
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I haven't found it with a t because I was so attached to T1 and when she terminated me out of the blue after I told her I wasn't ok, I was suicidal I was afraid to get attached again, to really open up and bare my sould to them. I am afraid to even let them help me I think.
T3 is brilliant, she is doing everything she possibly can to help me but I can't let her in. She wants to email and to text but I won't allow myself to get attached because it will hurt to much when she terminates with me.