Thank you so much dexter for responding. I've been feeling so down. He headed back to work (for his next 5 days) without even saying goodbye. He's turned the whole thing around on me saying that I've done the same thing that I've accused him of. I've criticized him.
The thing is that I don't believe that I did. I just asked him not to criticise me so much and asked if he would try to find some positive things to say instead. I told him that it would really help me if he could do that.
I get such mixed messages from this man. He'll do many loving things that show me he cares but his words always make me feel like I'm lacking somehow and no matter how I try I can never get it right.
This isn't the first time we've had this conversation. And tomorrow I'll get an e-mail telling me he's sorry. And for a couple of days he might tell me I look nice or something and he'll think thats good enough, then things will return to the way they always were. If I try to talk about it any more...he will accuse me of "going on and on" about it.
I just don't know what to do. I don't know if there is anything I can do.
I do have version 6 of the Adobe reader but somehow it still doesn't seem to work.
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