It's not silly, it is true. I know that my problem stems from my past and never feeling "good enough" to deserve to look at people in the eyes. But now, it is almost like I can't. It is something I will get over, I will make myself. I just don't know how I feel about being "treated" for it in therapy. I think that it is hard enough, adding the force of "having" to do it will just be harder.