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Originally Posted by button30
I haven't found it with a t because I was so attached to T1 and when she terminated me out of the blue after I told her I wasn't ok, I was suicidal I was afraid to get attached again, to really open up and bare my sould to them. I am afraid to even let them help me I think.
T3 is brilliant, she is doing everything she possibly can to help me but I can't let her in. She wants to email and to text but I won't allow myself to get attached because it will hurt to much when she terminates with me.
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Button, I'm in the same boat, or a similar one, as you. I'm so sorry that T1 terminated you out of the blue. Mine terminated me over about four months or so, but it wasn't my decision. I now have a brilliant T but am not sure I can let him in at all. I don't know if I can let anyone in after trusting someone (Past stuff) and having them take advantage of that. I wish I could tell you to relax and let yourself attach, but the reality is, that I can't guarantee that she won't terminate you. I wish I had the answers for you but I am here if you need me!
