It's gotten easier for me to talk about my feelings for my Ts because ever since my first T (I've had 5) I've gradually learned how to say what's on my mind, and my feelings for my Ts were always on my mind! But if you ask do the feelings themselves get easier, for me the answer is "no". My Ts have always shattered my dreams and it's just now that I realize I can't live like that anymore. It's a very difficult journey, but hopefully yours will be easier than mine. We are each unique and our paths are always a little bit different.