I think I am in the same spot. I was originally diagnosed with anxiety. Later depression and have had several that seem to work for awhile and then I am depressed again. finnally diagnosed with BP. All last year I seemed to cycle faster and faster . I was on Celexa and Serequel. Then I found out I shouldn't have the two together. I was getting worse and worse and my docotr wouldn't listen to what was happening but just get kept wanting to increase the serequel .I have Diabetes in my family and I am borderline althought my doctor thinks I might have a transient type hard to catch. I have been careful all my life and suddenly I am craving sweets and carbs like crazy and gaining a ton of weight. I didn't feel supported or helped and have been trying to fiquire out if I should change docs. i started to wean myself off Celexa first ( the rapid cyclying stopped) and then off the Serequel . I took three months and finished the end of april. I am tryng to eat healthy , take omega 3 's 2x a day. but i am having a lot of depression. Hearing that some of you have taken such a long time to get stabilised gives me hope. I just don't feel safe with my doc anymore. I loved my high days. I got so much done now its just trying to get through another day. When that elusive moment of calm and happiness comes again I get hopeful once more.