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Originally Posted by BlueInanna
i'm on day 3 without smoking... this was a short relapse, about a month. october would've been a year. i say: quitting takes practice!
the bf sounds like a nice guy, open to discussions and you "unraveling" in front of him. sounds like he really cares about you.
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i think he does. i just feel bad and have been, because i've built up a wall and i guess i haven't been very open and seem like i'm hiding everything. i hung out with him today and he brought that up and was confused why that is and i don't know...
i can openly explain why i'm so nervous, edgy, cranky, etc. i've rambled in front of him and when i told him it was from the adderall he understood. i think i've been giving him excuses on why i have a wall up and i feel bad, but i'm just scared....
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