I meet this great guy and I'm getting paranoid things are not going well. He's busy - training for a marathon and his dad is just getting out of inpatient at an alcohol treatment facility. I also just found out I got a job interview at a great school out of state, that will pay for my PhD. I think he might just have a lot going on, and might be taking my interview as a vibe that I'm not into him.

We were intimate this weekend (we are bf/gf and exclusive, so it's not a new relationship, per say)....but that makes it hard. Our first time, and now I'm freaking out. Is it in my head and is he legit busy?

We still talk every day, but Idk if he misses me or if he's into me like i am into him. We are hanging out tonight. We'll see how it goes.

I just have this horrible anxiety and I'm afraid I won't make it through the day. It's all I can think about. He's just such a great guy. He gives me those butterflies, u know?