So I wrote on here earlier in the week I know longer self harming, but the itch is there for just one more.
I stopped by myself and my life has improved I'm now back at work,
I know I really don't want to hurt myself the scares are painful from the dark period and I don't want to return.
Plus I dont want to hurt my friends and family again.
I have no reason in my life right now that I need to use this self inflicting pain and toucher on myself.
I keep looking at my body I look at my scares. And I see the hurt I caused my self and people who love me, but still o think of a new hidin place, an excuse as to how I could of hurt myself. I don't cut and no that I wouldn't. I need some safe non scaring si help as I'm strong I can do this.. But in case of a moment of relapse.