wish I could just slow down this circus!

who's gonna care....? people pay money for the lions and the clowns and I get it all for free!

oops....and maybe a bit too free!



sadly itched badly bewitched gonna just sneeze out my unease on this emotional trapeze...





God bless us all...!....for this clown crap!

......it only takes beyond less than a second for me to notice things I'm already looking too hard at.

I just can't talk normal....anytime anywhere I just want to be able to!

...to just say I'm sad!
...or miserable....lonely ....worried....nostalgic

scared!...

amused...excited...ecstatic!

fearless...brave...confident!

or at least something human

but it's gotta always be so damn complicated because I feel so damaged and I just wanna'



throw myself off a roof!

see just what grip I never had anyway!



maybe I just don't trust the swings in my hell playground