Something just clicked in my head and it's making me want to be violent again. I want people to be scared of me. I'm tired of being pushed around. I'm tired of others pushing people around. I think my sister may be being hurt by someone and if I find out that's true, I don't know what's going to happen. I can't stand this! I'm so sick to my stomach that I can barely stand it so I go out for a walk and these guys start threatening me for no reason! Now everyone around me is so ticked off for the stupidest things1 oh, the house isn't as clean as I want it. Oh, I didn't get to go hang out with my friends! This doesn't make any sensE!