I just need to let this out Well, I gave it a try today, but I've got to face it.....I'm back in the ditch, and too tired to climb out at the moment.....God only knows what tomorrow will bring. Up and down, and then again. So relentless. Tried to read a book my therapist recommended to me, looking for some inspiration, but my migraine will not allow it.....plus I really can't focus. Then I saw the deer out my kitchen window. I live in the country, where there is a lot of wildlife (I love that). I adore all animals, both inside and outside of the house. So there's this young buck in the yard, and one of his legs is so swollen, he's not even able to walk on it, and it's so obvious that he's in a lot of pain. He's trying to find something to eat, but the grass is so dry now, and there's not much good to eat, and he's obviously trying to find food without having to walk very far. And I'm watching him and crying, because I can't help him, and I'm wondering what will happen to him. And I'm crying now just thinking about him. Poor thing. Thinking of calling the Wildlife Rehabilitation people to see what they think. Maybe if I could at least get some deer food to leave out for him so he doesn't have to walk that much? Oh this kind of thing breaks my heart. Anyway.....to anyone who might have read all the way through this.....thank you