Oh well... try this again...I just typed a reply and lost it lol... Thank you Lee. As for my current bf: I was open with him from the begining. He always knew what I was going through and still does. I am not demanding that he changes... It is just an adjustment. Things were great. We moved in together and he changed and my ex started calling me...bad timing. He started reminding me of my ex. The pain which I thought was gone came back times ten. It resurfaced. I have alot on my plate right now but just want to work through this pain. I want to let go and move on. My depression is making it difficult to move past this. I am getting help after much serching locally. It is helping me to write things and getting advice from other people. Thank you again Have a great night