I'm basically numb. I don't feel any emotion to speak of. I would rather be alone most of the time. Often I feel if I'm good enough or can give enough to make people happy. Chronic pain keeps me from doing much which worries me that my family thinks that I'm just being lazy since they don't really understand chronic pain in the first place. 
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield
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