I'm glad you can do this LTT. Not being suprised as much by the panic should help to keep the intensity down. I used to have panic attacks at a period in my life. When I recognized them for what they were they seemed to abate and become less frequent and intense. You sound as though you have the bases covered for preparedness. And you have your friend with you who understands. Relax in knowing that you're ready. Hope you have a great time! I'd like a vacca like that myself!