Hi guys. I'm having a bad few days. As some of you know, I've had extramarital affairs that lasted a longtime. Two people very special to me. To help myself with My illness and making life better with my marriage, I've let these guys go. I know it's for the best and the only way I can move forward. Why can't I accept this?? I'm
A mess. My marriage is bad and know I must not rely on a man to fill this void that I'm having. I need to learn to love myself and I can't get there. I'm sure I drive my T crazy cuz I'm a over the place. Sure I'm sounding ridiculous. Feel so empty. I thank God for you guys