No. If you're talking about going to an asylum, I can't. My first experience was horrible. I'm not going back there. By sick, I mean an actual sickness in my stomach but that could just be from the stress. The problem here is, that people are so awful and bad things do happen to good people. It seems even moreso than bad people and that I don't understand. But then again, maybe I'm just blind to true good and evil. Maybe I'm the evil one. Good people don't have these thoughts. Maybe I'm just a bad person. That would make sense. That explains why I'm so alone.