i feel over whelmed by my chickens, i can imagine the responsibility with the horses.
but in a way, can you find that part of yourself that passion, for horse riding. i have 2 gf's with horses, i want to ride again so bad! i haven't since i was a girl. they keep saying they'll take me, but i guess it's an ordeal getting it all arranged.
so what's going on for you? are you on meds that help at all?
glad you wrote back quick