Thanks Maven and All,
I have really made up my mind to give it another 2 years. By 32 if I am still alone, I will not wait any longer. I'll go ahead with adoption or go with the sperm bank option. I do have the finances to support kids. I admit that I am scared of doing this. The truth is that I want to make a noisy home filled with happy voices of children. I feel that my parents will come around eventually to accept this but society around can be quite cruel. I am afraid of how my kids will feel knowing that I randomly picked them up from a sperm bank or that they do have an unknown father somewhere out there. Wierd how life can go. I never would have thought that my life would turn out like this.
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