i reached the point in my drinking where i wanted to die to stop drinking but in order to live i was compelled to drink. it was a crossroad for me. at the end i chose life tho the road was filled with potholes. i'll never regret that i chose the road less traveled. it's a choice. my bottom was so intense within myself. i fought for life. i've won as long as a i choose sobriety and face life head on. "there is a solution".
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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