Tired, not really sad, more apathetic, don't care about anything, nothing is funny, nothing is good, don't want to eat, don't want to talk to anyone, being around people is exhausting, want to be in bed all the time but can't sleep, stare off in the distance without knowing I'm doing it until someone points it out, lethargic, feelings of guilt and worthlessness, feeling like I am in a deep dark hole and I can't get out or even see the top. It sucks.