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Originally Posted by Clinte89
Checkin in today. Not doing so good. I decided to continue my mess I'm not ready to be off them yet idk what I was thinking. I guess I thought that I felt good and wasn't bp and I still at this point think I'm not. I don't see it as much as others do I guess or maybe they are full of crap who knows. Either way ill stay on for a while longer. Just as long as I feel bad I guess idk wtf I'm doing.
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I think you are being smart. I do not think there is a thing wrong with feeling like you might be able to go meds-free. I think that you are entitled to that freedom; it is your treatment plan after all. I think the most important thing (that I must whole-heartedly congratulate you on) is that you realized that the time wasn't quite right, that you aren't ready just yet. NO shame in that game. You just taking care of you. i can dig it.  glad you're safe. I hope you get to feeling better, sweets. 
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BP 2, GAD
Meds: 300 mg Lamotrigine
600 mg Lithium
5 mg Aripiprazole (currently tapering off)
Clonazepam as needed
Supplements: Vitamin D, Inositol, Melatonin, L-Theanine, CBD oil
be gentle with yourself.
you are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
-max ehrmann
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