Hi Rainbow!! Big hugs!! I haven't been around lately as I've been swamped but wanted to quickly check in and I saw your thread. I know how hard it can be to love your T. Since I've gone back to T1 I've been lucky enough to be able to keep an emotional distance. I also see her once a week in spin class and while we don't 'talk' in public we do chat about spin etc.... She seems more like a 'real person' if that makes sense. Not sure if it's because I see that she sweats like everyone else? LOL!!! I don't feel so attached to her like I used to (like the first go around of therapy with her). Am I being defensive? I declined seeing her this week and decided to wait a couple weeks for an appointment.

Were you crying for the loss of not having those feelings be about your T anymore?