(((( peaches ))))

I can relate to some of what you're going through, although I haven't delved into trauma work enough to truly even say I've begun to work through it.

I, too, wonder if it's worth it...In the 3-1/2 years that I've been in therapy, I've learned enough to be able to get by in life. But, I do believe that by working through the traumas, a whole other aspect of my being can be accessed and add value to my life...which I would love to have happen. But I am too fearful of the awfulness that going through the muck causes. During the few times that we've touched on trauma, I've either dissociated quite badly or have been an anxious, needy mess.....and I hate it.