I often feel anger towards my T. Most of the time it's irrational, but sometimes there are real reasons for it.

I get angry because I imagine her having a better life than me. I get angry because I know she has a boyfriend and I've always been bitter and alone. Sometimes she'll say certain things and I'll perceive them as smug or inconsiderate, though they probably aren't. I get angry when she doesn't reply to my e-mails, even though she told me she often doesn't have time for that, and I get angry when she doesn't address the topics I e-mailed about in session, even though it's probably up to me to mention things that are on my mind.

Long story short, I'm angry at her a lot and I don't know if she "deserves" it or whatever, but it's not nice to feel so negatively about someone who's supposed to help me and who, all in all, I actually like.

Can I tell her about this? If so, how? It would probably be a weird conversation. I don't want her to think I hate her or that I'm not satisfied with her therapy.