Decided to take a nap around 7 PM yesterday. Ended up sleeping on and off till almost 9 AM the next day. Of course I was still tired.

My mood is back to "normal" today. Did some stuff today, a little sport, that was nice. Now, though, I'm feeling down. I just don't feel like doing anything. Not studying, not really chatting... there's a PM I want to reply to but I don't feel in the right state of mind to. I've gone back to feeling hopeless and useless and just a bother for everyone. I caught myself thinking about how I don't have friends... but I do! But I can't help but feel that they're not really friends, and don't really care for me.

Gah, I hate feeling depressed. I wouldn't be surprised if my brain adjusted to the medication. Depressed with sleep problems (still keep waking in the night)... I hope that I'll get better, but I might have to play with another medication.

This is the last thing I need right now. I kept asking my counsellor last week, what if it doesn't work? He basically reassured me, and said if it doesn't, then we'll see what to do. But how are my professors supposed to accommodate me when I find it hard enough to read and papers seem out of the question?

I hate this rollercoaster ride. I want it to end... somehow.