Sorry, I meant "May Trigger". Not Tigger!

I swear that God keeps on giving me visions of what will happen in the future.

Whenever I do get a vision, it will eventually happen. This may be wishful fullfillment, but I'm certain that it could be possible.

I saw my mom over turn the wheel while she was driving and the car flipped over and tumbled. I was with her. As the car stopped tumbling, I was alive. We were upside down and my mom's neck was hanging loose. Blood was all over her. I knew she had died instantly and I crawled out from underneath and screamed her name.

After what all happened we had to call dad who lived all the way in Utah. He didn't have enough money to pick us up yet. Even though we had family members, he wanted to pick us up. My brother and I lived alone, but a family from my school heard about our troubles and decided to take us in. It was a Mormon family. It was my crush, Dusty's family. I was nearly devastated. After I moved in with them, I felt numb and paranoid. I was very cautious and was careful of everything I did. The family thought I was strange even though they were nice to me, but they understood what was going on. I brought along a few things to keep me happy, my Matryoshka doll, laquer box, and Hetalia plushy.

Dusty was telling his friends at school and everyone was shocked and kept pointing me out. I even told my friends and they wouldn't believe me.
I had to go home with Dusty after school everyday and I thought I was stalking him and kept going back to my old home. I remembered that we had to sell everything in our house and even give way my best companions, my cats. I was picked up by his parents. I could sense Dusty getting tense, and I couldn't stand being near him. I even got sick to my stomach just thinking about him. I quit waiting and looking back at him. I pretended he wasn't there even though he tried to say some things to me.

I decided to be good and strict with myself, being a good church girl and helping out around the house. I decided to not to watch television or go on the computer anymore. Unless they tell me to join them watching something with them. I even watched over my brother telling him what to do and not do. I even stopped swearing, I quit it all.

I keep on seeing more visions, but it must be my imagination.
However they eventually happen. I will forever be in my mother's debt if she dies.