I honestly couldn't care less if I died today, some might say, "oh we always feel that way sometimes".
But its not like that. I really don't care anymore.

I have chronic pain and no money for treatment or surgery. So how to people survive?
Mental health issues runs through my family, yet I've never had issues until a year after
The chronic pain set in. The only treatment is surgery which I can't payfor plus I have been
Told that surgery is to stop further nerve damage but will not take away the pain I have.

So what's the point of living like this for the rest of my live?