I drove to my new T's building, which is in another city close-by. I walk into the building, and go to the elevator, which says CALL above the button. Clearly, it is an old building. The elevator has switches by each level for what I don't know. The hallways are narrow, and the bathroom has pink tiles on it. I really love the building for some reason, it doesn't look like much, but it has a good feel to it. I felt like going into the bathroom, turning on my phone and recording an EVP session to see if there were any ghosts residing there that would speak to me, lol. I think I've been watching Ghost Hunters too much. But I do get a good feeling from the building, maybe it has fung shui, who knows? I wanted to include this part because I forgot to write about it last time.

This session, I can feel that I connected a lot more than the first session. He asked questions, so did I. I told him about me freaking out about the termination deal. I told him I so badly wanted to know what happened and asked if I should get the therapy notes. He said I could if I wanted. I told him that I was afraid to do that, even though I wanted, because I am pretty sure that it would increase my rage. He said, yes, I agree with that. We can talk about how you feel here, this is the place to do it. You can talk about how you feel about the termination as much as you want. I said, "You'll BE sorry you said that!" He laughed - I'm glad he has a good sense of humor.

We went over more history stuff as he want to know me better. It's kind of difficult sometimes. He reminded me that he would be gone one Wed. in October, I said, okay. I left feeling like I had processed a lot of material which really felt good. I do deserve to feel this way and I can learn from my new therapist and I will do my best to handle things differently.

I left and walked through a beautiful historic neighborhood to get to my car. I am going to be okay. I am going to move forward. I do plan on changing a lot in my life, and I know I will be happy. It will just take a lot of time and patience.

Thanks for listening