antimatter. you had 5 years with your T, i've had about that long. lost has not had that length of time. that kind of talk can come much much later. but going off your meds is like tit-for-tat.all he really did was move the problem, the discussion of it, from the weekend to session time. so I may have been hasty in calling it a hostile move on his part. it would have been hostile of MY therapist, but we have a different trajectory. Being both over 60, we tend to get bored and fall asleep