yeah usually - maybe not recenly - but usually he "talks you down" more on the weekends, whereas you're relatively okay DURING sessions? that is my impression, I could have it wrong. ie like you fight or get upset or afraid more off-session, which would make sense, so he tried to make that happen while you two were together, so you could deal with those feelings together. he needed to make you feel secure, tho, I think, not leave you hanging at the end?