I will try get another doc. When I mentioned my concerns to my gp he seemed to think she walks on water. I just don't feel safe with her anymore.
I walk my dogs twice a day if possible normally garden, square dance but lately I can't get the energy to start anything other than basics, hygiene, dishes groceries and not much of those. The isolation thing is the worst. I think i stay here because i think if I can't do any work then I shouldn't go play. This morning i think to heck with it all and I'll take my dogs to the lake and sit in the sun . If I'm not here i guess i can't mess the house up. i was always a neat freak and now I seem to trash the house so fast. i wish I could unscrew my head and put it on a shelf for awhile.