ive bin with my partner for about 2 years seriously but were very good friends 3 years before, i have a 4 year old son whos not his but he calls him daddy coz hes bin around since he was a baby and the bio daddy is lost, i have 1 son ewith him and i am pregnant again. he constantly puts me down calls me fat when mt weight has always bin an issue forme my whoke life and ive always struggled with it, hes always puttung me down. i dont see my friends i only go out to dofoodshopping or take ny eldest to school. i feel trapped he makesmer feel wirthless, tells me in easily replaced, that he can do much better, he doesnt work i provide everything on state benifit When he was working he did provide. im dont use facebook anymore coz he just gets mad over it but he uses ut. hes always accusing me of trying to hide my phone when im not. he says i can do wot i want ie. go out with friends but badically says there will be consiquences if i do so i just dont go out to avoid the draama. he smokes cannibis which i pay for, i pay for everything! and struggle. he just cinstantly verbally abuses me, says thungs like u embarrass me wuth how u look so why woykd i want to be seen in public with u. im 89 kilos i was over 100 when we were friebds but he hekped me loose it. everything is always my fault, i dont jniw what to di ciz im scared of being on my own with 3 kids