I have a very low immune system and am constantly getting sick. I have missed so Nuh school already this year and we've only been in for 6 weeks. Every year I get so sick. I have bad kidneys and get infections and stones all the time. This all poorly affects my schoolwork. It's my junior year and I'm so scared in going to fall behind and won't get into the college of my dreams. I feel like it would be better if I just died. Everything in the future will be affected by my illnesses. It's been that way my whole life, I've tried so hard to build up my immune system but nothing has ever worked. I take vitamins every day. Everything I do is going to end in failure because there will never be a way for me to perform to the best of my abilities. This is why I feel that there is just no point in me doing anything and I should just die. I need to get over this slump I'm in. Does anyone have any advice? Help!!
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